I DON'T BELIEVE IN MYSELF
I don't believe in myself
Why?
I'm losing the friend in me
This Night
I can feel it all relapse
And die
I can't stand anymore the tortures
Of my mind
Ceasing to think
Ceasing to feel
Losing my will
Reaching the end
Time to descend
To leave this land
Looking outside
Eyes of the blind
I'm terrorized
Deep in my mind
Sailing the seas
Of nothingness
I have been left
Far behind
I don't believe in myself
Why?
I can see the emptiness
Outside
Abortive attempts to
Don't ask why
I can't stand anymore your brains
In my mind
Ceasing...
I don't believe in myself
Do I realize?
Balancing on the edge
Still I don't know why
I can feel I collapse
Denying light
On an altar of grotesque
I'm a sacrifice
Let me catch the moment
Of your despair
Let you see me rise again
And you'll fall forever